another interview in the books!

i just got back from the interview i had with goodwill. it went well in my opinion. the guy who was interviewing me described the job and asked me if i thought i could do the things he described and i said i could except if there was anything heavy to carry- i'd probably need something to help me lift it and he said that if they have heavy things people can't lift- they always help each other, so i shouldn't worry about that. the main thing that people MAY have problems with is the length of time it takes to get there. it's like 20 minutes.. maybe a little more but the guy who i was interviewing with told me that he was from st. paul too and it doesn't matter- as long as you can get to the job on time, they don't worry about it. so hopefully that's not an issue with them deciding to hire me. i said, "oh. i don't PERSONALLY have problems with it- i was just worrying about other people at this job thinking i could or couldn't work." then he said, "nah.. i live in st. paul also and they don't care as long as you can get here and work- they're fine." i hope he doesn't think that I have any issues with it- i'm just thinking that may have been a reason why previous jobs i applied to wouldn't hire me. so that's another interview in the books.. it went well, in my opinion but i just may be foolishly optimistic because i got that same feeling about just about every other previous interview i had and they always said they found more qualified applicants/decided to go a different direction. i'm the kind of person who always has to be constructive- so just sitting around will more than likely just lead to trouble. that IS a warning to certain people. when i ran away to new york is PROOF and it just lead to trouble. reason why i want to be somewhere where SOMETHING is ALWAYS going on because my brain will just get me in trouble again outta boredum. if you're laughing at this- you're a selfish ass who just figures they know EVERYTHING when they DON'T know a damn thing about anything and there's a good chance you're gonna lose your position in life with me. i HAVE had several conversations with different people about switching your position in "advocacy" to me too- seeing as you're never there for me. that includes this most recent surgery i had. i made sure i called YOU and your mom and was forced to leave voice mails for both of you (to NO REPLY or response). the only family members who checked on me was joe and jessiy asked me what was wrong with me. i see how IMPORTANT i AM (or should i say how important i'm NOT?) to you. family don't mean SHIT these days.